/// tonight i have to leave it

tonight i have to leave it (for now):



this is the shout out louds, summer version:



i wrote about it when i was dreaming of going to sweden for the first time and i was just about to make it come true:

and now i'm dreaming of stockholm summers again. i promise you, self, you will make another one of this videos, at the same place, skanegatan, dancing that dance, with golden sunshine, and with all your friends singing along. joy!

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i woke up today and got out as soon as i can. found a new high tech library and now, eating breakfast in the basement cafeteria which reminds me so much of stockholm and the sodertorns hogskola library. everything is ikea white and i'm drinking jugo de naranja (orange juice), kafe con leche (kaffe latte in swedish haha), and eating napolitanas. later afternoon is my first class of the second semester here in spain.

una-una. relax ka lang. tranquila. ta det lungt. let yourself be. nasayo yun kung gusto mo maging *********, pero alam ko naman na hindi ka magiging ganun. i love you angel, let's go through this. make the most out of it, and soon it is skanegatan summer.