Sunday, April 19, 2009

/// the girl with the dragon tattoo

today. woke up, transcribed, thai lunch at zinkensdam, windy. my feet took me to tantolunden, finally. after months of wanting to go there. what was i waiting for? i always remember you talking about tanto, and how there's a "beach" there. so tanto has always been your park. i looked for the water, and i saw the sparkling diamonds. so this is johan's beach. pictures of lovely strangers, biking, funny dogs. seagulls. a friendly old lady. of course, of course, why not?

kaffe latte and vacuum cleaners, reading lindqvist. ultimately, it is about love. walking to hornstull, listening to shout out louds. centralen, ahlens, buying a gift for me. bus to sofia, discovering new streets, a new thai take-away in vita, the boy standing beside me, why won't you smile? the gazebo! finding a friendly cat in ljusterogatan.

home, announcing A's, morale booster. nothing more has to be said, everything has been said, written down, analyzed, exhausted. now, nothing is left but to help yourself, go through it. no thinking anymore. no more asking others. sagutin mo mga tanong mo, alam mo na yun.

and also realizing that he might be scared.

mgmt's future reflections, 20:00, katarina bangata, how fitting. going to victoria, your movie theater, to watch män som hatar kvinnor, excited, light heart. why not? lisbeth and mikael. <3 the familiar streets. THESE streets! and walking out the cinema to THAT world. THIS world!

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