klm line

i woke up tonight, 2 am and i felt so scared and alone. i never felt this scared in my entire life. i feel like when i go outside, there will be no one there. like 28 days later. monday... i don't know why i am this scared. is this normal?

i am typing from a mac. i am lost in the world of pretty white keyboards and gleaming interfaces, but i guess this will take time to getting used to, then it will be a blast. like everything, right?

my stomach is doing somersaults. i still haven't packed. songs to calm me down: club 8's jesus, walk with me. the fairways' klm line. bolywool's save my soul.