/// bahala na si batman

AAAAAHHHHHH!!!

we had eight-hour days for this whole week, ending in a catastrophic essay test this afternoon that left me wanting to cry when i walked out the classroom door. i messed it up! i lost track of time, i couldn't think of anything relevant to say, and by the time i knew it it was just 20 minutes to go and i am still halfway across my "point". ahhh, just noooothing! i am usually good with exams and essays but this time it was just. ahhhhhh! i feel so stupid.

before the test, i said "bahala na si batman!" mikael and rahul only heard "batman" and i told them that it was "WHATEVER, BATMAN." or batman save me. hahaha bahala na si jordan, bakit ba jordan yun?!

christine and i walked towards the city center with the others to get a cup of hot choco (or beer) and we talked about it again. why are we here?

but i talked to daria and she said i should just take it easy. papers, presentations, all these wouldn't really matter that much in the end, i really shouldn't take it personally. and it wouldn't be like that for the rest of the semester. and it's really nothing compared to what will be my great european experience!!! remember, you have a reason for being here. i may not know it yet but it will be kick ass! IT WILL BE KICK ASS!!!

so tomorrow, my friend (pun intended)... i will go to münster to see EF!!! my id card will get me in for free for all the slow trains in lower saxony, but i really don't know if it IS in lower saxony. i have to switch to 3 different trains, pero bahala na si batman. hahaha ef! pasty white swedish boys playing incredibly good lamiglungkot music. MMMMMM! and a different city!!! or town. or village.

IT WILL BE KICK ASS!